Internets, the results of the latest cookie poll seem to indicate that you would like a Keri-PoV cookie next. Which is good! Because I was totally going to go with Keri anyway.
This is some of the first chapter, so unless you are really worried about spoilers, it should be safe enough.
An extract from The Shattering, coming July 2011 (Australia/New Zealand) and September 2011 (North America)
The first time I broke my arm, I was ready for it.
I was seven years old, and Janna van der Zaag and I were playing in her backyard. Jannaâ€™s backyard was a fantastic place for kids â€” a big dollhouse and a lot of bush out back for playing hide-and-seek in and a brand-new zipline her dad had made, sloping from a tall platform built into the sturdiest tree down to the brace attached to the next sturdiest.
Janna had been using the zipline for days, and she flew down with style, blonde hair like a banner, the T-bar gripped tightly in her hands. I climbed the ladder and clung there for a minute as she ran the T-bar back up to me on its long rope. The zipline hadn’t seemed so high up from the ground.
What if I fell off and broke my arm? I thought. And I mean I really thought. I pictured it in my mind, working out the way it could happen and what I should do if it did. I decided that a bone would go crunch or crack, and I would sit up and cradle my arm and yell, â€œJanna, get your mum!â€ and then go to the doctor in the familyâ€™s big blue van that fit all the van der Zaag kids for Sunday Mass.
Then I opened my eyes, grabbed the T-bar, and took off flying all the way down the wire, screaming laughter at the rush of flight. My landing was perfect, and I ran the T-bar back up to Janna for her turn, heart jumping with joy and terror.
My body was so free.
On the fourth time down the line, my palms were too sweaty. They slipped, I fell, my left arm went crack, and I yelled, â€œJanna, get your mum!â€ before her big blue eyes could even fill with tears.
Everyone praised me for being so brave, but I had still been scared. I had just known what to do if the worst happened.
After that, it just seemed a good idea to be prepared. I hung a go-bag on my door in case of a fire or an earthquake and put a mini first-aid kit in my backpack, and I rehearsed possible disasters in my head, over and over, until I was sure I knew how to react.
I knew it sounded a little bit crazy, and I stopped telling anyone about it when Hemi Koroheke called me creepy and, with smug emphasis, neurotic, which was our Year Eight Word of the Day.
But I did it anyway. I had plans for what eulogy to give if both my parents were hit by a car, how to escape or attract help if I were kidnapped, and how to survive if I were lost in the bush. It wasnâ€™t as if I thought all these things were likely to happen. But I knew they could, and if they did, I wanted to be prepared.
In the end, it didnâ€™t do me any good. Because I didnâ€™t have a plan for what to do if my older brother put Dadâ€™s shotgun in his mouth and pulled the trigger with his toes.
Once we went back to Summerton, I didnâ€™t go to school for the last bit of the year â€” there was no point with the Christmas holidays coming so soon, and I got compassionate consideration on all my final assessments anyway. Mum cleaned the house as if she would die if she didnâ€™t, and Dad had to go back to work. I walked a lot, trying to avoid people who would say useless, comforting things, like â€œWell, Iâ€™m sure heâ€™s in a better place.â€
I couldnâ€™t believe any of that crap. The room heâ€™d died in had been blessed and a farewell karakia chanted, but Jake wasnâ€™t going to take the long trip to Cape Reinga to find the home of Dadâ€™s ancestors. He wasnâ€™t in heaven with some white-bearded God. He wasnâ€™t hanging around, keeping an eye on me. And he sure couldnâ€™t do all three, which was what Nanny Hinekura seemed to believe. Those were just stories, things people made up to make the world nicer. How did they know? Where was the proof?
No, Jake was dead. He wasnâ€™t in a better place. Everything left of him was in the ground, where it would rot.
Two weeks after the burial, Janna van der Zaag walked up to me and said, â€œIf you want to find out who murdered your brother, follow me.â€
So I did.